This song relates to how I feel. This is how I feel coming to the decision that I must kill myself. Looking at “Lived and learned from every fable written by your mind and I wonder how to move on from all I had inside, placed my cards upon the table in blood I draw the line… I’ve given all my pride” it shows how I feel towards everything that has occurred; I constantly look back at what I’ve done. I try to move on but I can’t. The rest of the song just refers to my life of misery and how the guilt is truly killing me inside.